Love or Lust
I recently had an opportunity to end my membership with the VIP*. She wanted me to do it. Heck, she practically begged me to do it. But I said no. Why?
Was it because of a patriarchial organization's belief we should reserve ourselves until marriage?
Was it because of my fear of bringing life into this world when I was not ready to take care of it?
Was it because I didn't want to do it in a cheap motel where dozens of people have done it before?
No. I refused because of the stupidest, most naive reason of all. I denied an easy way to get off because a part of me is still hoping I'll find the one person who will appreciate the fact I waited for her. Someone I don't even know. Someone who may or may not exist.
Whoever you are, I hope you were worth it...
*VIP - Virgins for an Indefinite Period
5 Comments:
Whoa
And if she isn't
I am sure Sam is.
:-)
Love you buddy.
Glad to know you're of sterner stuff. Values man. Something you should never underestimate. You were not being naive. You were being truthful to yourself.
(O_o)
Wow!
Not to mention, there's always men.
That way you can still be a virgin, but get your rocks off.
Hahahahahah!!!
Uh, how about no!?
There's always Sami...if he's still willing to have you after this revelation that is.
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